Today, today was the day I felt my strongest emotion to date. I’ve never experience this before. It threw off my entire day. I just came back from a marvelous trip. I was 2 hours into my Job.
Immediate pain, I wanted to cry. I couldn’t, no tears would come out. I had a small anxiety attack. Went to my car. Prayed, asked what’s wrong with me.
I immediately thought about using drugs again. I use to abuse prescription drugs. I don’t want to go back.
I shake just thinking about it.